Wednesday, April 11, 2012

ThE reAl KINd

IS it so hard for you to let go?
If you don't love him...then tell him
AND move on
but if you do then stop leading me on
don't wave, don't smile and sure as hell don't say hello

If this is what love feels like then end if for me now
I hate walking into a room
seeing your face everywhere I go
then check my phone
wishing that I would here from you...NO I'm done

We're slowly fading away
at least that's what I thought til yesterday
you said hi to me in a text
after days
ok...well maybe it was just hours
BUT it all feels the same

If this is what love feels like then take it back
take back ever being in that place, you know the place we met
the place I took that first glance
take back that first awkward hug and then the best ever second one
you know the one I'm talking about
take back the joy that now brings me doubt
take it back because now I don't feel

If this is love, I mean the real kind
the one that makes you sick, sick of seeing you everywhere
the one that makes me jealous because you're not with me
the one that makes me say "she is the one but i'll never say"
the one that makes me write sounding like a crazy, obsessive junky just needing his current hit

Then...
...I can only hope you love me too